It's been awhile since I posted.
Baby Tess arrived! She is now 3 weeks old and a beauty. I went to maui, had a great time.
Tonight I have an uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. choices are so difficult and I continually question myself and think I am not makin the right one. I have this horrible problem of second guessing my decisions, if I chose to do one thing, will I miss out on something else? It is so lame and I know it!!! I am just completely and utterly frutstrated with myself.
I wish i was one of those people that enjoyed being alone, and 'discovered" herself.... i have not done that. :(
